3 years going on 21...

my oldest daughter turned 3 since i last logged on... that's right, i have a 3 year old (sob, sniff, sniff) i can remember the day i had her like it was yesterday. it could possibly be because of the 12 hours of labor! but mostly it was because that was the day that my entire life made sense. i was meant to have my daughter. i was meant to be a mother. the moment i saw her HUGE face and those beautiful eyes, my heart was whole. and now she is 3... and i couldn't be more proud of her, or her baby "sissy" i am the luckiest girl in the world... happy birthday punks!!!